A lot of time has passed. A lot of lessons I’ve learned; I was so lost.
Lost in my thoughts, lost in my shadows lost in the crowd. I was. I was. I was. And somehow one time or another we all were lost.
But in the end. Truth is you were always strong to light up the darkness its either you choose to do so or you just give up.
I wish I have I have something to tell you. To guide or inspire you. Truth is I don’t.
Lately, I feel jaded as ever. Like the world is just dark and I’m not worthy of the sun. I’ve given up on human. Sad kan. But yeah what I have been through, somehow it teaches me not to be dependent on others even family.
My best advice to you is remember to be the bigger person. Hatred is something like a black ink. It slowly seeps the paper turning it pitch black. You I know for a fact is better than that. Try to understand her. If you can’t then accept her. We are not perfect and clearly she is less than perfect.
Acceptance is hard. But its not impossible.
Maybe this is your ujian from Allah. How you deal with her. Don’t expect anything from her. Its easier that way. Cos expectation will just disapoint you.
Sabar a lot. Vent to me cos in trying to advise you I can help myself hope.
I hope this helps.
Source: givesmehopeI was discussing adoptions with my 1st grade students, as a new girl was obviously adopted.
When a boy asked what adoption meant, the girl said
“It means you grew in your mommy’s heart instead of her stomach!”
She GMH
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A girl whom I met less than a month ago offer some money to lighten my burden. Out of the blue. I did not hinted nor suggested. Just like that she offered her money. Pure kindness still amazes me. Subhanallah.
